A dispute from among my argument on my head, last year was surprisingly giving me lots of tear, happiness, and lesson. Some big points are well-executed, by the support of universe which surrounds me anytime and anywhere, in the power of pray, universe supports me, really. I didn't do it by my self, and yet, I don't have a big power to push this everything to become a reality.
What I got blessed until now is, I was surrounded by a magic protector and luck, that brings it down until how I could face those stages and stand in this step.
People passed and by, I did it too. Changes taught me to become stronger again and again.
I tied a set of compliance onto big 3 moves last year:
1. Build a new warm home instead of a big fancy house
An execution of having, instead of deciding to own a house was painfully-yet challenging moment. Becoming adult is not easy, there are big decisions that I have made last year that yielding the way I am today. I was spending 10 months to make it happen, as following those standards that I need to accomplish, and pre-fulfilled. Wasn't referring to a house that I have made for now, but the warm house that I build. I am the person that not-grow up together with my core family, I was divided by a condition not to have an opportunity to live with my siblings.
A big or fancy house doesn't matter to me as long as house can occupy the whole thing we have. As more grateful to have is the value of having a house, I could grab my teenager sisters who are pursuing a college, to be lived together with me. Been divided for years (this might more than 5 years), finally we re-united again to live under the same roof. It's been a grateful and graceful. The value among siblings living together in the far-away of parent's control, having me a good things to start and lead. To always become a real captain, financial planner, a house keeper, a shopper, a decorator, an advisor, a bill check controller, and a cooker. Living with two younger sisters in Jakarta is challenging, right?
2. Self actualization instead of pursuing maturity
To be honest, maturity is not a metric that I realized important for me, as per I would not get fulfilled by an uncountable metric. By having a thinking to get maturity day by day in process, I believe this will be triggering frustation, or depression. As I was thinking that I could not count it, whether my maturity is already enough to-face-the world or not yet, this unfair and unmeasurable metric will not help anything to my growth. And another variable is, this unmeasureable metric is jugded by someone else, then it is time-wasting to focus on what maturity is and how to advance the maturity.
Actualize and bring trust to God is the biggest peace I have found so far in my life. To careless what that I don't have privilege to hand on, by believing that this world has been controlled by God and let him decide what will happen farther, by having a full trust to him, not only in the word but spending more and upsizing the value of trust had helped me out the way to make my self in a 100% peacefulness.
I started wholeheartedly sending one by one prayer, who I love, interact, and get in touch. This kind of peace, are helping me to worry-less my life. I send a good wishes to them one by one, in the middle of traffic-fight, travel, and my pray time. What I believe by sending this wishes are God will help me to communicate or connect what my word to them, though I have not met them in years. Pray is a good relaxation for me, to actualize what I cannot control, then believing that God will send the wishes to them one by one. By sending a wishes one by one of my circles, I believe that it will attract universe to give me more and more happiness inside.
3. Best path instead of good salary on Job
In my career, in the first year I graduated, I saw an intersections and still questioning "why" I was doing this. I wrote some points related with my work, and some of it you will find what's my passion in my previous articles. All the way universe helped me to get a very clear direction to me, to get a job with a good salary. I was not saying good salary is not important, but I am grateful on where I stand today, in the middle of both amazing path and good salary. This path is matched with my personality and my passion, and got accepted in a very good company too. Talking about good salary, depends on people's perspective, some of them will say it is too big, some of them will say it is not enough, some people say is average. Principle what I hold tightly until now is being grateful for everything, not a number money on your bank account, expensive vehicle that you have bought.
In the intersection and understanding of what skill I have and what the industry needed, is reckless to say that I have no special skills to offer. But as for now, that question should have not been coming over again in my mind, that always lowering the level of my self confidence.
I am now on the right track. I saw a big hope with the future will be possibly happening, and exciting.
Last year was an amazing, yet a big move for me. And this year, the bigger cake is waiting for me to be executed.
What I got blessed until now is, I was surrounded by a magic protector and luck, that brings it down until how I could face those stages and stand in this step.
People passed and by, I did it too. Changes taught me to become stronger again and again.
I tied a set of compliance onto big 3 moves last year:
1. Build a new warm home instead of a big fancy house
An execution of having, instead of deciding to own a house was painfully-yet challenging moment. Becoming adult is not easy, there are big decisions that I have made last year that yielding the way I am today. I was spending 10 months to make it happen, as following those standards that I need to accomplish, and pre-fulfilled. Wasn't referring to a house that I have made for now, but the warm house that I build. I am the person that not-grow up together with my core family, I was divided by a condition not to have an opportunity to live with my siblings.
A big or fancy house doesn't matter to me as long as house can occupy the whole thing we have. As more grateful to have is the value of having a house, I could grab my teenager sisters who are pursuing a college, to be lived together with me. Been divided for years (this might more than 5 years), finally we re-united again to live under the same roof. It's been a grateful and graceful. The value among siblings living together in the far-away of parent's control, having me a good things to start and lead. To always become a real captain, financial planner, a house keeper, a shopper, a decorator, an advisor, a bill check controller, and a cooker. Living with two younger sisters in Jakarta is challenging, right?
2. Self actualization instead of pursuing maturity
To be honest, maturity is not a metric that I realized important for me, as per I would not get fulfilled by an uncountable metric. By having a thinking to get maturity day by day in process, I believe this will be triggering frustation, or depression. As I was thinking that I could not count it, whether my maturity is already enough to-face-the world or not yet, this unfair and unmeasurable metric will not help anything to my growth. And another variable is, this unmeasureable metric is jugded by someone else, then it is time-wasting to focus on what maturity is and how to advance the maturity.
Actualize and bring trust to God is the biggest peace I have found so far in my life. To careless what that I don't have privilege to hand on, by believing that this world has been controlled by God and let him decide what will happen farther, by having a full trust to him, not only in the word but spending more and upsizing the value of trust had helped me out the way to make my self in a 100% peacefulness.
I started wholeheartedly sending one by one prayer, who I love, interact, and get in touch. This kind of peace, are helping me to worry-less my life. I send a good wishes to them one by one, in the middle of traffic-fight, travel, and my pray time. What I believe by sending this wishes are God will help me to communicate or connect what my word to them, though I have not met them in years. Pray is a good relaxation for me, to actualize what I cannot control, then believing that God will send the wishes to them one by one. By sending a wishes one by one of my circles, I believe that it will attract universe to give me more and more happiness inside.
3. Best path instead of good salary on Job
In my career, in the first year I graduated, I saw an intersections and still questioning "why" I was doing this. I wrote some points related with my work, and some of it you will find what's my passion in my previous articles. All the way universe helped me to get a very clear direction to me, to get a job with a good salary. I was not saying good salary is not important, but I am grateful on where I stand today, in the middle of both amazing path and good salary. This path is matched with my personality and my passion, and got accepted in a very good company too. Talking about good salary, depends on people's perspective, some of them will say it is too big, some of them will say it is not enough, some people say is average. Principle what I hold tightly until now is being grateful for everything, not a number money on your bank account, expensive vehicle that you have bought.
In the intersection and understanding of what skill I have and what the industry needed, is reckless to say that I have no special skills to offer. But as for now, that question should have not been coming over again in my mind, that always lowering the level of my self confidence.
I am now on the right track. I saw a big hope with the future will be possibly happening, and exciting.
Last year was an amazing, yet a big move for me. And this year, the bigger cake is waiting for me to be executed.
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